Monday, December 28, 2009

There is ALWAYS drama. :P

Hello fellow bloggers,
Well in the world of Alex, things are kinda rocky. One of my besties has kinda left me for a few days. NOt without reason of course. Although, Im used to people texting back and begging for my forgiveness, even if there is nothing wrong. Dont call me boasty, cuz im telling the truth. But not this guy. Oh no. We are apparently "taking a break." Quote unquote. Its been a couple days. Ill be honest, im not going to text him first. Even though it was definitely my fault that he wanted to take said break. Regardless, hes the one who started the break, and he can be the one to end it. Im done chasing guys. THey are just trouble period. Call me a heartbroken brat. and youd be right on target. I dont doubt the fact that I miss him, but recent events and friendships have inspired some stubbornness which i have no intentions of smothering. Ill be nice to my friends and nice to my enemies, but my head is my own domain and i dont really think that being stubborn and not chasing him is being mean. Its just not being attentive. Forgot to mention. He liked me. Dont know if he still does with this mess, he says he doesnt. But i dont know if i believe that quite yet. CAll me stupid but i like myself, even if I have gotten a little more stone hearted. People have told me Im worth the trouble so why not believe them?

...Wow look at that. He texted me. :)
Guess things do work out for me in the end sometimes.

Love, Alex

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